Jumat, 30 Juli 2010

How many times I have reminded myself that love is not owning.

How many times I have reminded myself that it's enough to see u smile and laugh.

How many times I have reminded myself that we'll never be together.

How many times I told myself that i should stop dreaming.

Countless..

Dreaming is just too good. It just too good to be true. But once you wake up, you'll find tears on ur face.. Dropping without reasons..

I met you and I'm sad

I want to meet you, just even if u pass me by..
I dun care.. Cause i just want to see you. I just want to meet you.

I've decided to forget you. But when i saw u again today, i could feel that u are still here.. In my mind..
I will never be able to forget you..

Although i have to admit that i am not i used to be. Im no longer waiting to see you. Stupidly sitting on the bench to see you. Secretly looking at you. Observing what u are doing.

How i wish i could tell you that I miss you and how i wish you would reply, "me too".
I wish...

Sabtu, 24 Juli 2010

Are you satisfied now?

Jealousing someone is definitely not a nice thing to do.

I know someone who is always jealous for what i have. I pity you.

She always wants something better than mine, although in fact she has got it. But she is never satisfied.
What she wants is to get whatever i get. To have whatever i have.

I dun know what is in your mind. But one thing that definitely true is i pity and hate you.

Why do u have to do it?

I try to have a good relationship with you which i think is impossible cause u are too jealousy ! !

I realize ur behaviour since long ago but i just try to pretend that you are not ! !

Well.. I dun want to pretend now.

Hate me or keep jealousing me whatever u want.

I dun care. I repeat, i dun care.

Selasa, 20 Juli 2010

Jealousy

Dun be jealous cause i will not even care ! !

Kamis, 24 Juni 2010

How if ur lover loves someone else?

Just two words, it hurts.

How if the one that u love is actually loving someone's else?

What will u do?

Will u cry? Will u fight for it? Will u let it go?

I think i will choose to let it go. I dun want to force other's feeling. I see this thing as a fate.

Fate that could not be changed and have to be accepted.

Well, i do think that you still have many choices. So do choice.

Everything is possible

Well, after my previous update of 2006 WC's runner up, France, i will talk about its winner , Italy.

Both of them played unexpectedly bad in WC 2010.

Both of them lose from new, young team. (France lose to South Africa, Italy lose to Slovenia)

Well, I think France and Italy did play badly, but i do think that SOuth Africa and Slovenia that have determination. They want to win and they fight for it. They deserve it.

Selasa, 22 Juni 2010

Dissapointing game = dissapointed supporters

I''m so dissapointed with France. In this WC they dont even win ! ! :( It's so sad remembering France is one of 'skilled' team.

I was really really hoping that they will win over South Africa. But in the first half the score was 2-0 ! ! :(

Really dissapointed. Please dun continue the game France.. I'd like to remember you as runner up and winner.

Minggu, 20 Juni 2010

Food and Eat - They are stuck in my brain

I'm craving for something which i dun know what it is.

I dun like this feeling cause i will eat everything and non stop eating until i find out what i want.

And it's sad. Cause I'll be fatt :(( Actually, I feel fatter now, my shoulder and tummy are bigger ! ! :((

OHH I SHOULD STOP EATING LIKE GLUTTON! !

Anw, i've made plans for what I will do during my holidays :D

Since I'm going back to melb more than 2 weeks before I start uni, I make lots and lots of plan :)) hehee

RAndom : The most is important thing is to be happy :)

Jumat, 18 Juni 2010

World Cup 2010

World Cup startss ! ! YEAYY in the middle of exam which is a bit annoying. But it's alrite. It can be a motivator to not sleep early hehe.

Anw, many teams have played. And today is the game between Germany and Serbia. Im sure many people have known the result which is very dissapointing for me. German lose from Serbia 0-1. It's really unexpected. I was very sure that Germany would win. And who would think that Serbia would win despite of Serbia's fans?

This shows me that nothing is impossible. Everthing is possible , even if it is a very small chance.

That's all for today.

Have a good weekend everyone ! :)

World Cuo 2010

World Cup startss ! ! YEAYY in the middle of exam which is a bit annoying. But it's alrite. It can be a motivator to not sleep early hehe.

Anw, many teams have played. And today is the game between Germany and Serbia. Im sure many people have known the result which is very dissapointing for me. German lose from Serbia 0-1. It's really unexpected. I was very sure that Germany would win. And who would think that Serbia would win despite of Serbia's fans?

This shows me that nothing is impossible. Everthing is possible , even if it is a very small chance.

That's all for today.

Have a good weekend everyone ! :)

Minggu, 13 Juni 2010

Story on tram

I was sitting on tram, feeling so tired after studying half day in library.

I was kinda examining every passengers that went into the tram.

And i stopped at one couple.

Looks like the wife is pregnant again with one baby in pram. I couldnt see how old is the baby. But i can tell from the voice - i heard he cried- , the baby is less than 1 year.

Well.. The wife is sitting on the chair, she looked even more tired than me. And asked her husband to put the brake on the pram so that it wont slide down. The husbands seemed so lazy to do it. He looks like doesnt want to do it. - First thing that i feel so annoyed.

When the baby cried, the husband looked so bored with it. And kinda rolled his eyes -I hate him! He even didnt help his wife to stop his baby from crying ! - Second thing that i hate

When her wife asked him to turn the pram so that she could play with her baby, her husband was arguing to her - i didnt know what they were talking about cause they were not speaking in english. But i implied that the husband was saying that there is no use to turn around the pram. Cause he seemed so lazy to get up from his chair ! ! - Third thing i hateee ! !

Lesson from the story is, dun make children if u dun want them.

Sabtu, 12 Juni 2010

Yellow food

I cooked yellow coloured food this past two days.

First , pumpkin soup. Made this for my sis. She likes pumpkin soup and i know she is having exam so i make one for her.

Second, mango sago. Ohh ! ! I just know that it is soo easy to makee. I love it. Mm.. Actually i dont see the point putting corn strach in the mango sago. Well, i wont put corn starch next time.

That's all for today :)

Sabtu, 05 Juni 2010

Marriage without children

This topic is not new. It is common topic that has been discussed again and again in magazines.

This is one of my presentation topic too.

To be honest, i dun oppose marriage without children. I'm okay if someone want a marriage, but no children. But myself, i want children. I think children are cute. And I think that is one of many reasons if i'm going to marry.

To those who cant see why people dun want children, i'll give u some reasons :

First of all, many women are working now. They dont have enough time like women in past did. In this case, i agree that they do not have children. Why? Children without parent's attention will be such a pity. In early time of child, they need ur care , love, attention. If u cant provide it, please and please to not have a child. Think about ur children, how they will be without ur care and love.

Other reason is the couples simply dont love children, they dun like children. In this case, maybe it's best to not have children. Since children will be only a burden for you.

Moreover, financial problems can be one reason. Most couples cant bear a child, and just live the child to suffer or even die. Dun do so please :( I feel so pity with such children. They dun deserve it, they dun want to be born in such condition. being a bit rude, if they can choose, they may not want you as their parents. But they dun have a choice. In this case, it is also a better choice to not have children.

After all, marriage without children can be a happy marriage too. Couple may not be so stressed about the financial thing. Moreover, there are more time to spend with their couple.
The presence of children may enhance your life. But wihout children, you can enhance ur life as well. Couples may save money to go to second honey moon, rather than thinking about the uni's fee for their children.
Couples may also focus on their career without any concern of their children.

I know many conventional thinking about this topics. Many people opposed this and regarded this as a stupid things to do. But i dun think so. If they have a clear reason why they dun want a child, i think it's fine. I just dun see to the women who want to keep their body good , so that they dun want children. That is the only reason i cant accept until now.
One annoying thing to noted :

I cleaned my bathroom today. Clean -EVERYTHING-

and my sis' fren came, and went into the bathroom -.-

i was like so arghhh !

My sis WILL clean it today, and she HAS TO.

Random fact : I dun like people use my bathroom, share food (spoon, water) with me !
I dun know why, but that's me. Judge me whatever u want, i dun care.

Jumat, 04 Juni 2010

clean the house

Fiuhh

Finally before exam, i clean my room , bathroom, and some part of dining room.

Tiring.

And no one helps me. As always.

-Gossip Girl-

It's girl hobby.

And it's bad.

I just gossiped with my frens yest.

There was a girl who use sunglasses at night, and i was thinking, 'why using sunglasses at night?' and feel that she just wanted to show off.

TOday when we met again, i told my fren, that was the girl yesterday, the one that i told u.

She laughed.

Then, she told me, that the person may be have probs with her eyes.

I was thinking, perhaps so..

And feel bad for gossiping people.

Kamis, 03 Juni 2010

-another day in library-

Just another day staying till late in library. Been doing this from sunday.

Being more effective at library.

Anw, i got the reply from Linda -the macaron event member ! She said no probs, i still can join the event ! Yeay :) so glad

Hope i can go to the next meeting.

Wanna make new frens too :)

That's all for today


Random wise words to share :

Every hardwork will be paid.

Rabu, 02 Juni 2010

Random

I always thought that I've been so busy which in fact not. I know most of us do think so. We always think that what we have done is so much. We are busy witha ssingments, tests, and homeworks.

I always think to have another activities to do beside studying. -whether i havent foung (or lazy?) to join any activities. Whenever start the semester, i always think, i want to join a club, but end up no. I join, but not participate, which is just a waste of money.

I promise myself, next semester , i MUST join AND participate in a club ! I dun want end up being a student with no experience in group activities or work experience! I want to get a job too next sem ! But I cant guarantee the latter. Since i dun know how hard it is to get job. But i will apply. Firstly, i will search any opportunities to become a private tutor, apply for some cafe such as max b, or looking for another jobs !

To be honest, i'm very amazed by one of my frens. He's such a dilligent, hardworking guy. I really like his determination in doing something. Whenever he says he wants to do something, he'll do it. If me, i have many excuses (having assingments, lots of tests). I find myself so lazy, i find myself being so slacking.

I want to fully utilize my brain from now on. I know i have been so lazy for this past year. I have been lazy to think, lazy to do everything -only active in imagining something stupid- .

All d best for me ! :)

Stupid mistake

I just made one stupid mistake by remember the wrong date !

Today is supposed to be the first meeting for the macaroon event and i just missed it ! ! :(

I thought it is tommorow. Just when i read, 2 June, i ralized that it was today ! !

Can i still join the volunteer? I hope that girl will reply me asap ! !

Sabtu, 29 Mei 2010

emo

feeling so emo after posting previous post.

what should i do to not think about that person for a while?

Cause everytime i think about this person, i'm just bad mood.


Well, wipe all my hatred, maybe that's the only thing i can do now.

- I just hate you -

Do u know how it feel to hate someone that u are not supposed to hate?

I cant control my feeling. I just.. I just.. dun like and hate this person. :(

I cant help my percepetion towards this person. Although this person may change already.

This person is supposed to be someone that close to me. But it ends up like this.

Sometimes I do hope that I wont meet this person anymore.

Or I hope that we'll live in different part of this world. SO we dont have to meet each other.

Sometimes I hope that we could turn back time so that we do not have to have you

I know I'm bad. But really, what can I do to get out from this hatred?

Sorry, but I never like you

I never feel we close to each other

I just hate you

Annoyed -.-

This is when you really really hope for something to not happen but it does happen :(

annoying -.- seriously, she will ruin my life. but i dun care. dun ever u try to, unless u will very very regret it !

YAYY :)

YEAY !

SO happy :) I may join the macaron event =)

the staff just reply my email. I dun know whether I'm accepted already or not.

But the reply really means lots for me =))

Wish me all the best :) I really really want to join this event.

The only problem is they will have the first meeting during my swot vac. But I should be able to go rite? It wont take much time *i hope*

Jumat, 28 Mei 2010

Random

For me,

love is a patience.

Patient to wait, patient to overcome our problems, patient to ur annoying attitude, patient to everything.

As I have ever read , patience is bitter, but its fruit is sweet

Whenever I go, I feel secure as long as I'm with u.

Caring is just one way to show ur love, It is faithful that speaks

Love is not owning.

Love is when you happy to talk to him, happy to see his picts, and being patient to wait for him :)


My Le cordon bleu dessert techniques book

I bought it already ! :D after long and long thoughts.

Turn out to not as what i expected though :(

But still i got something from it..

Not a lot of recipe as i expected.

Banana cheesecake

I just baked banana cheesecake ! Yum ! !
But i baked too many. I should just make half recipe, so not end up with lots and lots of banana cheesecake in my fridge !
Will give them some to my frens though.. But still, too many for me.

I have one weird habit. I dun like my food to last for more than 2 days. I feel annoyed. :(

Anw, banana cheesecake is yum. Will share the recipe later :)

Minggu, 16 Mei 2010

Random Post

DO u have someone to tell ur problems to?
DO u know when is the best time to give surprise?
DO u know why ur bestfriend betray u?
Do u know how annoying it is if u are so dependable?
Do u know how annoyign it is when no one help you while you do all stuffs by urself (which is enjoyed by everyone else?
Have u ever felt the sense of sad, hatred, and anger in a time?
Have you ever felt the boredom that cant be helped?
Have u ever felt the love by all people around you?
Have u ever tried to thanks for everything you have?
Have you ever realized how lucky you are?
Have you ever realized that u r not alone?
Have u ever realize for every problem u have, there is someone who has more?
Have you ever realized that u are so being loved?
Have u ever realized that u are amazing?
Have u ever had positive mind?
Have u ever ealize how wonderful sea is?
Have u ever ealized how adoreable the green from the mountain?
Have u ever realized how love is able to hurt u, to devastate u?
Have uever realized that love is able to make u strong?
Questions are always here, in our mind. Cause we never satisfy. One thing to be sure, love everything around you and love urself.

Sabtu, 17 April 2010

potato and chocolate chip cookies

FINALLYY I made it !
Mm.. I like the taste ! But, I cant really taste the potato chips flavour in it. Maybe i put too much chocolate? *wondering*
or not enough potato chips ? Cause for some cookies, i can taste the potato chips.
hehe, anw, i love it.
Make a lot todayy. dun know when i finish eating them. hhaa

Baking mood ^^

I'm reaalllyy in baking mood ! hehee
I plan to bake muffin and going to city to buy all the ingredients already, but suddenly realize that the banana hasnt ripen yet. But baking mood is really coming hehee
so i decided to go to city again, and buy other ingredients for making cookies !
I want to try baking the potato chips- chocolate chips cookies.
Wish me luck ! Really dun know how it will turn out. Hope I can make it :)
Will update how the cookies turn out to be tommorow :)

Baking mood ^^

I'm sooo reaalllyy in baking mood ! hehee
I plan to bake muffin and going to city to buy all the ingredients already, but suddenly realize that the banana hasnt ripen yet. But baking mood is really coming hehee
so i decided to go to city again, and buy other ingredients for making cookies !
I want to try baking the potato chips- chocolate chips cookies.
Wish me luck ! Really dun know how it will turn out. Hope I can make it :)
Will update how the cookies turn out to be tommorow :)

Jumat, 16 April 2010

Potato- chocolate chip- oreo cookies

Cookies cookies cookiess, nver fail to attempt me , especially chocolate chip cookies.
But now it comes with more innovative and creative way !
That is my cousin who first introduces it to me, potato-choc chips , oreo cookies ! She mixes it together and it's so yumm. ^^
And finally I found it in internet ! Gonna make it ! :D

Sabtu, 10 April 2010

Simple food - Egg + Brocolli + Onions

Purposely, i wanted to cook Cha Siew, but dont know why, it turns out to be not edible. Hahaa.. Sad of course, but more to confuse.

I still have soup left from yesterday's dinner. But how bout others? I'm afraid they will feel hungry if only drink the soup.
Then I just remeber i still have brocolli n using it to make the simplest food !

Steam it for a while, stir fry it with garlic and onions. Put 2 (as you like :) ) eggs (put pepper, soy sauce, a bit salt first ). ANd omellete brocolli finished ! :)

Very efficient to those who are busy, and healthy - protein and vegetable in it !

Kamis, 08 April 2010

Cauliflower - alternatives for those who dont really like cauliflower :)

Cauliflower is a very healthy vegetable. It contains lots of fibre, vit C, and low in fat (VERY IMPORTANT ^^).
It has some sweet taste. You can just steam it, or stir it with garlic.

And for those who dont really like cauliflower but want to eat it, you can put it in curry.
I just cooked curry today and didnt have potatoes.
I changed potato with cauliflower. And it's yumm ^^ I like it. In fact, I prefer cauliflower to potato. Perhaps, it's because I feel very full when I eat potato (and it makes me fat ! HAHA)

So.. Try to eat healthy food ! :)

PS : You can put brocolli as well