Sabtu, 29 Mei 2010

emo

feeling so emo after posting previous post.

what should i do to not think about that person for a while?

Cause everytime i think about this person, i'm just bad mood.


Well, wipe all my hatred, maybe that's the only thing i can do now.

- I just hate you -

Do u know how it feel to hate someone that u are not supposed to hate?

I cant control my feeling. I just.. I just.. dun like and hate this person. :(

I cant help my percepetion towards this person. Although this person may change already.

This person is supposed to be someone that close to me. But it ends up like this.

Sometimes I do hope that I wont meet this person anymore.

Or I hope that we'll live in different part of this world. SO we dont have to meet each other.

Sometimes I hope that we could turn back time so that we do not have to have you

I know I'm bad. But really, what can I do to get out from this hatred?

Sorry, but I never like you

I never feel we close to each other

I just hate you

Annoyed -.-

This is when you really really hope for something to not happen but it does happen :(

annoying -.- seriously, she will ruin my life. but i dun care. dun ever u try to, unless u will very very regret it !

YAYY :)

YEAY !

SO happy :) I may join the macaron event =)

the staff just reply my email. I dun know whether I'm accepted already or not.

But the reply really means lots for me =))

Wish me all the best :) I really really want to join this event.

The only problem is they will have the first meeting during my swot vac. But I should be able to go rite? It wont take much time *i hope*

Jumat, 28 Mei 2010

Random

For me,

love is a patience.

Patient to wait, patient to overcome our problems, patient to ur annoying attitude, patient to everything.

As I have ever read , patience is bitter, but its fruit is sweet

Whenever I go, I feel secure as long as I'm with u.

Caring is just one way to show ur love, It is faithful that speaks

Love is not owning.

Love is when you happy to talk to him, happy to see his picts, and being patient to wait for him :)


My Le cordon bleu dessert techniques book

I bought it already ! :D after long and long thoughts.

Turn out to not as what i expected though :(

But still i got something from it..

Not a lot of recipe as i expected.

Banana cheesecake

I just baked banana cheesecake ! Yum ! !
But i baked too many. I should just make half recipe, so not end up with lots and lots of banana cheesecake in my fridge !
Will give them some to my frens though.. But still, too many for me.

I have one weird habit. I dun like my food to last for more than 2 days. I feel annoyed. :(

Anw, banana cheesecake is yum. Will share the recipe later :)

Minggu, 16 Mei 2010

Random Post

DO u have someone to tell ur problems to?
DO u know when is the best time to give surprise?
DO u know why ur bestfriend betray u?
Do u know how annoying it is if u are so dependable?
Do u know how annoyign it is when no one help you while you do all stuffs by urself (which is enjoyed by everyone else?
Have u ever felt the sense of sad, hatred, and anger in a time?
Have you ever felt the boredom that cant be helped?
Have u ever felt the love by all people around you?
Have u ever tried to thanks for everything you have?
Have you ever realized how lucky you are?
Have you ever realized that u r not alone?
Have u ever realize for every problem u have, there is someone who has more?
Have you ever realized that u are so being loved?
Have u ever realized that u are amazing?
Have u ever had positive mind?
Have u ever ealize how wonderful sea is?
Have u ever ealized how adoreable the green from the mountain?
Have u ever realized how love is able to hurt u, to devastate u?
Have uever realized that love is able to make u strong?
Questions are always here, in our mind. Cause we never satisfy. One thing to be sure, love everything around you and love urself.