How many times I have reminded myself that love is not owning.

How many times I have reminded myself that it's enough to see u smile and laugh.

How many times I have reminded myself that we'll never be together.

How many times I told myself that i should stop dreaming.

Countless..

Dreaming is just too good. It just too good to be true. But once you wake up, you'll find tears on ur face.. Dropping without reasons..

I met you and I'm sad

I want to meet you, just even if u pass me by..
I dun care.. Cause i just want to see you. I just want to meet you.

I've decided to forget you. But when i saw u again today, i could feel that u are still here.. In my mind..
I will never be able to forget you..

Although i have to admit that i am not i used to be. Im no longer waiting to see you. Stupidly sitting on the bench to see you. Secretly looking at you. Observing what u are doing.

How i wish i could tell you that I miss you and how i wish you would reply, "me too".
I wish...

Are you satisfied now?

Jealousing someone is definitely not a nice thing to do.

I know someone who is always jealous for what i have. I pity you.

She always wants something better than mine, although in fact she has got it. But she is never satisfied.
What she wants is to get whatever i get. To have whatever i have.

I dun know what is in your mind. But one thing that definitely true is i pity and hate you.

Why do u have to do it?

I try to have a good relationship with you which i think is impossible cause u are too jealousy ! !

I realize ur behaviour since long ago but i just try to pretend that you are not ! !

Well.. I dun want to pretend now.

Hate me or keep jealousing me whatever u want.

I dun care. I repeat, i dun care.

Jealousy

Dun be jealous cause i will not even care ! !

How if ur lover loves someone else?

Just two words, it hurts.

How if the one that u love is actually loving someone's else?

What will u do?

Will u cry? Will u fight for it? Will u let it go?

I think i will choose to let it go. I dun want to force other's feeling. I see this thing as a fate.

Fate that could not be changed and have to be accepted.

Well, i do think that you still have many choices. So do choice.

Everything is possible

Well, after my previous update of 2006 WC's runner up, France, i will talk about its winner , Italy.

Both of them played unexpectedly bad in WC 2010.

Both of them lose from new, young team. (France lose to South Africa, Italy lose to Slovenia)

Well, I think France and Italy did play badly, but i do think that SOuth Africa and Slovenia that have determination. They want to win and they fight for it. They deserve it.

Dissapointing game = dissapointed supporters

I''m so dissapointed with France. In this WC they dont even win ! ! :( It's so sad remembering France is one of 'skilled' team.

I was really really hoping that they will win over South Africa. But in the first half the score was 2-0 ! ! :(

Really dissapointed. Please dun continue the game France.. I'd like to remember you as runner up and winner.